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RULES ARE RULES
What make men different from
animals ? Social scientists group mankind as animal. One important aspect is
that we mention mankind is civilized. It has civilization and culture which
contain many components. We are bound by rules and regulations. We have
procedures in doing work.
Even at home we set out rules
for our kids and spouses. If our kids and spouses ignore them our home will
be at chaos. Your daughters came home at any time they like, bring any men
with them. So are your spouses.
And Amateur Radio which once
known as the King of the Hobies have rules and regulations too. The grandeur
if Amateur Radio lies in it's class of members and high quality of
interactivity. Hams were proud to be hams because they have the CW skills.
International body provided
guidelines which could be picked up and listed in the rules and regulations.
Common rules are used everywhere like the height of the antenna near the
airport, ownerships of transmitting equipments, licensing and many others.
Being a ham we must follow the rules and regulations strictly, not because
we are scared of the authority but because we are hams.
Anyone wanting to be a ham must
learn the rules and regulations. But when a ham allow someone else to use
his call sign for one or two years, selling transmitting gears to
non-license, inviting pirates to check net then they would already start to
dissolve the sanctity of a Ham Radio. What more if they form group and
attack those who are against them.
Let me tell you something about
your voice and your style. Many people could recognize it. When you go
without ticket and later joined the ham fraternity people would know you.
When people hear you talking to DX stations, people would know you even
though you do not mention your call sign.
Have not I said before that
beside the MCMC, the police has a more sophisticated triangulation
equipments ? In fact you can't escape the illegal transmission. If the
authority means business, it can work together with the police and we are
done on the illegal transmission.
Ham gears are not for hobbyists
and only be used as a hobby. It means more than that. It can be used for
criminal activities and even for espionage purposes. It can be used for
political warfare as well. Ham vendors should be aware of the consequences
for selling rigs to any Dick, Tom and Harry.
If a person cannot control
himself and think out of the ham box, then better find another hobby.
If you are caught and warned you
are just a very lucky guy. Very..very..lucky. If you are caught and brought
to court you would not be able to sleep for a long time and may be slapped
with a heavy fine. During the days of Telecom, you would be a 'Jonah' once
caught. And never think the MCMC would always be kind enough.
Another aspect is about 'Dengar
Guruh Di Langit ,Air Di Guri Dicurahkan'. We do see people borrowing or
spending money when they heard the news that they are going to get a raise
or their properties are going to be bought. If the company close before the
raise and the developer change it's mind then they are going to face
problems.
It is not my habit to spend
first and pay later, unless it is no choice. Credit card expenditure is
unavoidable choice if I have to rent a car. I would prefer to use a debit
card. I won't buy a car unless I have enough to purchase one. It means I buy
cash. I do not know and exactly say whether the saying '..dengar guru di
langit...' is only the practice of a single ethnic group or exist in
other culture too.
I have always known that many
illegal radio operators would be joining in their Indonesian group because
they are being encouraged by their fellow hams. Some dare even using the
Malay not the Indonesian lingo. The authority need to tightened it's belt
and set out looking for preys.
Ham radio is not for unruly and
rude people. It is not for criminals. It is not for lawlessness. When you go
on the air people know about you. Never think people can't zero beat on you.
I traced one guy whom I have
heard before on HF working his fellow friend. Now he is caught again. His
QRZ.com information change from time to time. I know that he is trying to
bluff the MCMC. Previously one old ham intervened and e-mailed me saying
that these are new guys who don't know rules and regulations yet. Come on
stop lying or sell your HF rig away until you pass your CW. Never think 20
meter skip will side you all the time. There are time your neighbor can copy
you. The authority may not monitor you but your fellow hams do.
One old hams said the problem
lies with 9M2 too. There are 9M2s who want to be popular and disgraced
another fellow 9M who once had help them into getting the ticket. I heard
9Ws voice out of 9Ms mouth on several subject matters and even follow the
wrong procedures too. It is true one or two 9Ws unruly behavior do not
reflect the whole population. But compare the Malaysian ham radio
civilization. In my mind, only in my mind, it is moving towards uncivilized
hobby. Though many old hams just stay mum, during the many eyeball sessions
there have been many expressions of unhappiness.
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WHY FIGHT ?
In the yesteryears students dared not smoke. Now
smoking is rampant and has become a norm even among primary school children
and young girls. The authority found it very hard to cope and had to give
up. Then rules began to change. Students brought cigarette to schools and
smoke.
Then from cigarette the culture spread to drugs.
Malaysia started with rule on death penalty yet the lucrative trade continue
to flourish. Youth fell to the trap. Pushers were not found guilty because
of the lack or wrong evidence. Then we began to know even the others found
it profitable, easily made drug smugglers and pushers escaped by giving
false figures or remove the evidence away. The truth behind it the younger
people are slowly killed and destroyed.
Hence in a few countries they legalize the sale and
consumption of drugs.
The refusal to fight drugs and other crimes because
they can't cope are destroying the morality of the citizens day by day. When
the rate of crimes increase we deny saying it is reduced. I remember going
to a kenduri when someone swept the waste and dirt under the carpet. Seeing
the surface clean means to say it is free of dirt and dust.
The saying 'If we can't fight them, we join them...'
is well being practiced.
It is a very sad phenomena. I feel extremely sorry for
those officers who apply the maxim in their lives.
You report a case, you will become a victim. It is not
a joke. It happens in real life.
I was told that an illegal station from Malaysia was
talking with an Indonesian on 40. Then I told the person to report. He dared
not do it for fear of becoming a victim and the authority might find fault
with him. "Sikit2 report...sikit2 report...tak dak kerja lai ka ?" P.Ramlee
in one of his movies showed a policeman with a stone.
You report on pirate radio they legalized piracy, just
to make work easy for them.
The new phenomena and mode of practice made Malaysia
much more different from Singapore. A woman engineer in Singapore dared to
order for the complete demolition of all structures after finding only one
building did not follow the specification which haunted all further
developers. None dared to cheat any more. Do you think it will happen here ?
Fighting would take away their breath, energy, and
time. So why fight ?
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LIE
Why people can lie ? The reason
for lying is to get away from punishment of any sort. To justify lying they
coined the term 'White Lies' which mean telling lies for the good of
somebody or the government. Lawyers are happy because people lie and deny
their crimes, otherwise court proceedings will go without them.
Some lies can easily be detected
without the use of any machine. By the line of questionings and answers in
court we know whether people lie to defend or lie to manufacture evidence.
But liars are liars. Not everyone on the earth can tell lie. That's why some
criminals would immediately pleaded guilty in court. Asking them why don't
they tell lie is not as important as the question of why did they committ
the crime.
Take a court case of a three
year proceedings. From the first day of the proceeding until one day before
the 3 years ended there had been no mention of the finding of important
evidence at all. But after it was found the case has become so weak, one day
after the 3 year term only it was mentioned the finding of the evidence. Any
fool can see the lie. A White or Black lie it is a lie.
Custom officers would be very
happy with people who declare their goods and would exercise their duty
fairly to apply the required tax. But they would be very unhappy with those
who tried to hide the goods to escape tax. So when we lie we tend to create
more anger and hatred among some people. When I read some feedback about
lying I remember one man said," You can get away by stealing a Mongolian
horse, but you will never get away by stealing my horse." That's the
expression of hatred and revenge.
Muslims use to say that you
might get away on the earth but will never escape your lie in the next life.
Who fear God and believe in sins
? I would say more than half the population of the earth don't believe in
God and fear no sins. Holly houses are used as places to exhibit goodness
and humanity by these non-believers.
People who always lie do not
feel anything. They lie to their wives, children, friends, bosses and to
everybody. Any guilt ? No. They feel they are telling the truth. Like a man
who always mentioned bad words in his daily conversation, he would use the
same word also just before he dies. So liars will continue to lie on the eve
of his death.
The smartest liars are the
con-men. Conning could be a lucrative professions. They can con their way up
and even be our leaders and respected academicians.
Do I tell lie ? YES. I am as bad
as the other liars. When I run 756 I said I run 706. But a good listener
would know whether I lie or not. So never believe all what I have said.
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RESTRUCTURING MY PROGRAM
The good and wise school
administrator gave my programming codes on a CD to other people when that CD
was meant to be kept for me whenever an updating is to be made. He simply
gave free stuff away because it was free and that he did not develop the
software. That software has three major components namely the reading of
mycard, fingerprint and RFID card. I had to crack my head for months with
lack of sleep. Again I used MySql database.
There is nothing that I can do
when mankind could be that ungrateful. I simply refused to provide my free
service to ungrateful people. No wonder the government of Malaysia is facing
major big problems having civil service of such mentality.
To pass my time, I was looking
at each of the software again. I decide to bring out the finger print and
the Mykad portion living with the RFID part. The data on the RFID need to be
altered because the card I am using is only 4K. The long name won't fit a
single portion. I need to use two portions for name on the card but have to
combine them on reading by the computer. This was just completed. And I
reduced the 32 data information to only 4, enough to be used for attendance.
The new system does not require
finger nor the MyKad registration. It would be ample and easy
use. Waving the card would also snap the photo. That means one cannot pass
the card to his friend.
The database is still in MySql
format so that it would facilitate remote networking too. With little data
encryption I could keep the data in the remote server for the www perusal by
administrators who want to know the availability of staffs.
One day when I meet someone who
really needs such a software I could discuss with him and would share the
fun with him.
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SORRY I AM CHOOSY
You are as choosy as I am.
Animals tend to choose their own kind and specie. It is just natural for
many people to choose friends, companions for travel and chat, and persons
they just like. At times I choose base on my principle like I do talk to 9Ws
on VHF and normal eyeball but I would not talk to them on HF except on CW.
It is not a matter of taste but as a matter of Principle.
Principles can be silly or
stupid but I believe a person should have at least one.
As you judge me and other
people, I too judge you and the others. Judgment can can always be wrong.
When I read a person's article, I would judge that person by the manner and
contents of his writing. Then I would put him in a certain category base on
his intellectuality. If I think he is not suitable as a friend then I will
not want to see his face at all.
I believe, right or wrong, I can
meet a high class ham on CW because these people took pain to enhance
themselves and had succeeded in fighting challenges. Many rich people work
very hard to earn big money. Yet there are others who want to get rich by
begging or demanding for money, cheating or robbing. Some ethnic group live
in poverty because they are lazy.
If the government draft or
execute any policy which is driving the people to laziness, uncompetitive
and low class citizens, I have no choice but has to sneer at the government
and the policy. That's why I am against abolishing UPSR,PMR and in the radio
world against the policy in helping lazy people.
In my previous experience, I
have been facing difficulty with many incompetent officers as in Celcom for
example. We do have workers in big company who are suppose to help the
customers failed to carry out the job because they don't have ample
knowledge.
Choosy people may end up with no
friend. But there are many good people around whom we can respect and help
each other. We don't have to pick up any Dick, Tom and Harry.
When the 9Ws comes on HF, I hope
they won't cause any problem to people who want to work on CW. Surely I may
come on phone talking to the other 9M2s or YBs or any DX stations. I hope no
one will join in when I am there or causing deliberate QRM. At the moment we
have enough of rude people and even hams. Let the number stop there. It is
your right and mine to be choosy.
Even on the DX band, I can't
tolerate international hams using CB lingos. So I just move to the CW
portion to monitor and enjoy listening. To my judgment ham radio is even
spoiled by a few CB-Ham.
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WHAT I HEARD AT FUNERAL
TODAY
I was informed of a funeral at
my kampong. My neighbor was a poor man. Kids would go and sleep at my
sister's house. I didn't find many people because they do not inform people
about the death. I arrived early morning. The funeral would be after the
prayer.
While waiting someone brought
out the topic on the dilemma of the future Malays. He was talking about the
Education system and the disadvantage of the Malays for the lack of
proficiency in English. Probably his son was rejected in the job interview
because he can't speak English. I just listened, nodded my head, just
refused to add comments because if I did it would be a long story.
They were talking about the dark
future of the next generations starting from the drug addiction to the
decline in morality and poverty. I just guessed most of them do not agree
with the government policy.
In fact I have written about the
use of English in my blog expressing my regret on what has happened to the
International Hobby of Ham Radio. The tug-of- war on language issue still
continue today. Whatever the outcome private companies prefer English
speaking graduates.
When my students were chosen to
go to Korean colleges they had to undergo the language course. Within a
short period they were qualified, joined the college and a few proudly
entered Korean university. They studied English since standard one to form
5, almost 11 years. Yet they are lack of proficiency. But they could master
the new language within a short duration.
This is what we call attitudes.
The struggle for survival, do or die. Never look for excuses. Nobody can
demand the Korean government to find the Malay talking lecturers to teach
the Malaysians in Korea. If it is here people might demand and command the
government to enact a policy to spoon feed them, bring everything in front
of them.
At the funeral home the son told
of a story about what his father told him before he died. The father was
good in school but he followed his friend's way and neglect his study."Son,
if I have not followed my friend, I would already be a teacher." The poor
man's ambition was just wanting to be a teacher.
Then I remember parents who
worried about their kids following their friends. Smoking and drug
addictions were could be influenced by friends. When my student asked me
about putting her son in the hostel, I said it could be a risky step as it
all depends on the warden. Even with the strict wardens they would still
jumped over the fence to go to town after midnight and watch movie. I asked
her to keep the son at home because the school is near the house.
Friends who ask us to do good
job, study and make money by honest business are not easy to find. But we
can find friends who want us to follow him so that we won't be above him.
All what I herd at the funeral
house had been addressed before and you can notice the response on the web
site. The small issue can reflect the whole make up of a certain ethnic
group.
I notice that some of us were
having a locked mind. I gave one example; you open an e-mail and found a
mail from me with a certain advertisement. When I say I do not send any mail
to you, you would insist on saying it was me who do it, nothing else. This
is what I mean by the locked mind which is typical among the people who lack
of knowledge, though he is the smartest, and refused to venture other
possibilities. People with a deep knowledge on computing and the internet
might be able do describe the possibilities of such happening, understanding
the mail server, hacking into it using some DOS commands. It may or may not
be a virus.
Open mindedness, positive
attitudes, educational level, analytical and knowledge are correlated and of
the same category. We do have many Malays of this category. They don't beg
and make noise. They would work hard for success. Close mindedness, negative
attitudes and laziness actually are not owned by the Malays only. Malaysians
as a whole do share identical characters though the numbers may be lesser.
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MEE MASAK SATU
I don't feel well since yesterday, getting fever and
cough. The cough is more serious at night. Finally I decide to go to
pharmacy and look for some flu medicines. On the way home I stopped at a
Pasar Malam to buy Tahir Mee. Tahir Mee suit my taste and you have to queue.
If you are unlucky it may take you 60 minutes. But people would go somewhere
else befoe picking up the order. One bungkus costs RM3.00 but enough for a
normal person. Mummy, Tahir's wife, would fry the order. Some time Tahir was
there and sometime you can't find him. Tahir is about 75 years old.
If you ask me to grade the mee by my taste I would
give it 9 out of 10. Today I ordered Bihun instead of mee goreng. While
waiting one Chinese lady came. She looked very beautiful to me, taller than
me by a few inches. "Kasi say satu mee masak," she ordered.
I was wondering what is 'mee masak'. This is the first
time I heard the word mee masak. Tahir's son seemed to understand what it
meant. I did not ask because the Chinese lady was there. But I would have
just guessed that mee masak is mee kuah or mee rebus. But people identified
mee kuah as different from mee rebus.
Even my wife was puzzled about mee masak. She too was
thinking it could have been as mee rebus. If I am still around, next week I
will ask Tahir's son what Mee Masak is. One good
thing about Mee Tahir or Mee Pak Chop is they make sure thee goreng stuffs
are well done. There can be many people waiting but there will be no rush
for Mummy. Unlike a boy near my house who can goreng 10 bungkus within one
or two minutes. Yet almost every night his mee will be sold out. Now I
stopped buying mee from this boy except for Nasi Goreng.
The fastest order from Mee Tahir is the Pasembor. Second is Mee Rebus.
If you want to know how the taste is probably you can go to the Pasar
Malam on Tuesday and Wednesday after 5 pm. Call me up. You can also can try
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RUNNING UBUNTU ALMOST ON
FULL MODE
My Windows is almost closed to
the internet. My Kapersky may be updated once in a while with full of risks
while updating it. I will have to observe whether I will be running Ubuntu
for the whole month without the anti-virus updating.
Firefox does not seem to be 100%
compatible with some of my web page coding as I discovered. For those
Firefox users, they will have difficulty in navigating my web page. The
Internet Explorer will have no problem.
The logbook written in Visual
Basic is running well on Ubuntu after some modification from the old
one. It is not attractive with less facilities. It is just like the Skype
program which has no video facility. But I feel save running Ubuntu rather
than Windows. I believe some sick guys will be experimenting with virus on
Linux.
Opening e-mail, browsing web
sites, skype chat, and ham logging are all that I need. Writing codes
is on Windows. This just serve me and it is enough. Nevertheless I am
experimenting with Php-Msql and intend to write codes for data entry,
deletion, updating and a few other common features with php on linus. My
localhost experiment works very fine and am enjoying playing around with it.
Today, we can learn things
ourselves. All that we require is the 'want to do it'. The will to learn.
There is nothing much that I can
say about those who want to learn and can't learn yet want everything in the
world. I just have to feel sorry for them. Even if they passed remarks,
shouted and condemned the world, there is nothing that we can do. Just show
no response otherwise we will be one of them. If it happened that they come
into our world just by the stupidity of others, then we still can say and do
nothing.
I don't ask any other person to
go to Ubuntu if you are comfortable with Windows. I am just talking about
learning other things to achieve what the others have. I just don't respect
beggars.
Telling about Ubuntu is telling
about the will to learn. Remember I am almost at the burial ground as
compared to those people below 40. When the government are designing
policies to drive the citizens into laziness, I am always against them.
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DEMOCRACY AND MAJORITY FIT ?
Democracy, majority and human rights are symbols of
progress and enlightenment. And Malaysians are moving hard towards it. Here
I would like to look at them thru my own perspective.
Recently I viewed a real video on issues on
pornography in the United States, the battle between court and the proponent
of pornography. The Western value has changed very much on several matters
with a total divorce from the old tradition and religion. Religion is used
as merely a political and monetary tools. Child pornography, public sex and
nudity, free group sex in shows and clubs are opened up in great numbers in
the name of public demand and majority need. The pressure of human right
pushed many states to allow lesbians, gays and same sex marriage.
To many of us it is an alarming phenomena. To the
people of the changed value it is nothing, natural and nothing to be fussy
about.
The Malaysians and the Malaysian policy makers have
been looking at the West for guidance and fond of adopting the beliefs and
the policies believing it would put it in the map of progressive nations
together with the Western brothers. Talk on human right by the Sisters of
Islam, by Rais Yatim and a few others are running well with huge supporters.
The government agencies too are following the Western education system and
the radio communication policy of those nations.
We have been seeing that the proponent of democracies
are using force on the others to follow them. The Americans have been
dictating democracy and human right to the Malaysian administration in
return for some policies. The number of prisons and prisoners, death of
innocent humans in Afghanistan and other land where the Western military
operates do not fit with the belief in human right and democracy. Counting
the number by minority and democracy the Israelis are always less than the
Arabs. Yet the Americans go for the minority.
The MCA women encroached the Islamic religion on many
women issues as it sees as undemocratic and unfair to woman. The right to
practice freedom is for all. Not only for MCA, Americans or any other
nations. If I chose to ask my wife to wear a veil and she chooses to wear
it, then the MCA woman should respect my right too.
At the spare of the copy and paste operations by the
Malaysians, I believe that we are moving towards a immoral country. We don't
have our own thinking. Our culture is sinking. Our country is being invaded
by foreigners.
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THE REAL MAD GUY
The other day I was talking to
9M2SW about money. Thomas said that money is god. The Chinese saying had
long said that you can pay the satan to pull the bullock cart for you.
Thomas went on saying that if we take the money to persons whom we recognize
as mad they would recognize it. And they were not mad looking at it.
So I concluded one way to test a
person's mental condition is to give a few fifty dollar bills. If he throws
the money away, he is really a mad guy. This has not been put to the test
yet and it would be interesting to do so.
There are various category of
mentally sick persons; from a person who talks to himself to a person who
cannot assess the world value. You read about people who claim that they are
prophets and ascending from the sky kingdom. You read about preachers with
too little or no knowledge.
What is a world value ? You can
define it in anyway. It is something that belongs to the world, own by the
world with the world value. A sick person would want to use what belongs to
the world as if it is his and belongs to his mother. International rules
belongs to the world. If we disregard it and try to breach the rule then
there could be a grave consequence. That's why the world decide Pulau Batu
Puteh belongs to Singapore.
International rules and
regulations are world value. The world expect us to abide by them. When a
group of persons use the radio band as they like and further using 'Salam
and other Islamic connotations' they have to be very sick. They disgrace
their race and the religion. The world would see Islam in a very bad
perspective in addition to the pre-conceive idea that Muslims are taught to
be terrorists.
Even our government is more
scared of Jemaah Islamiah than the drug pushers.
Articles like this open myself
to attack and criticism. The wise readers would know my mentality, emotional
state, educational level and the degree of my mental sickness. So is
everybody's article which also carries his other attributes and characters.
People can see how you think and have been wondering who you are. We can be
dub as moron, stupid, fool or crazy. But certainly could not be mad
enough because we do hunt for money.
What we can warned people is
that 'do not fight or shout at mad person'. Neither should we respond to
their insults. No need to test them with money. But we can know the disease
will be inherited. We hope so that the world will not use the 'BIG broom' to
sweep all clean ( quote from 9m2lc )
The story of terrorism is only a
recent phenomena invented in the Middle East and exported to USA. It is up
to us to prove that we are not.
I would like to touch on some
sensitive issue, sensitive but a real historical issue ie the historical
perspective of the Malays in the eyes of the others. Munshi Abdullah had
been despising the Malay Culture and since his period until very many years
later, the Malays was perceived as 'the brown skin people who are lazy, no
ability to study, cannot excel in Sciences and Mathematics.....'. In the
later years there was a concept of 'subsidy mentality'. And today they are
suspicious of being a Jemaah Islamiah.
We can deny by words and show
our emotion and anger. Yet we don't prove by our behavior and words and the
idea. We want to show we are different from others, think we are great. And
finally feared of being squeeze by the others. The word 'seow' means mad of
the lowest connotation. A person being branded as 'seow' should not be
approached.
Proving we are not mentally
sick, mad or deficient in learning ability is not something we can or want
to do. The chromosome of laziness or inheritance factor enclosed our will to
be progressive. We hope the others to do for us. And the others hope we do
for them. When we see we are really deficient, we want to do away with
tests and examinations, so that we won't we dub as failures and stupid, and
even can't learn skill.
Those are our mental state. We
are just arrogance and refused to look and ponder at ourselves. We don't
hope the others to prove that the Malays are smart. It is up to everyone to
behave smartly, think wisely, do things others don't do which we can be
branded as sick, crazy or mad.
If you have been traveling to
some countries, you may encounter big problem on how you are treated. Some
guys narrated how they are being interrogated and detain for a few hours by
the immigration. Some were barred from entering the country and had to fly
back. These are Malaysians, not the Arabs.
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RE-UNION 1989/90 STUDENTS

There were several student's reunion of different year
near each other. I could not attend the one in Kuala Lumpur and choose the
one held at Bukit Merah. The organization was of the ad hoc basic and they
have very difficult time in getting friends together. They only depended on
the facebook.
The turnout was quite great. There were more people
arriving during the night of event coming from Kuala Lumpur, Johor and
Penang. Even there were arrivals from Kuala Lumpur at 1 am. I was lucky the
two school soccer heros were there. Names like Yob and Osman were always in
my mind whenever I went to watch any soccer game.
There were many taokeys running big and successful
businesses. A few working with the government envied saying that 'we can't
move far...we are at we are...those are loaded guys...' They were talking
about our vocational school with pride. "Cikgu during my time there were 10
out of 15 guys were from our school who were sent to Japan and Korea.."He
was one of them. There were shoe designer and owned a shoe and bag factory
of his own design, air-hostess working with MAS and even an CEO of a foreign
firm.
One student said to me,"Cikgu, our schools were for
unwanted students, public and other schools despise us...but look where we
are now..."
I was the only teacher present. The rest could not
make it.
This is the 4th reunion I attended. Though the number
was less than those previous three where a few hundred of people attended, I
think it is just beautiful, a very beautiful and memorable student's reunion
so far. I got to who see the people I want and there was one person who had
wanted to see me rushing from Penang with the husband after fetching her kid
from a tuition class finally was able to meet me.
Really I am a wealthy guy. Though I don't get a 100%
perfect life, I got the very good and successful students who earned 10 time
more than most of us.
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RAIN
Only after more than 30 years
later I began to learn that rain is not only rain. When it is small they
called it drizzle and the heavy one is termed downpour. For many centuries
since the beginning of the world rain has been a blessing to us and animals.
It provides us with food and we owe so much to it.
Many says rain is provided by
nature. I say it is a gift from God to mankind. But if you really observed
mankind a few knows the meaning and practice what what is termed 'syukran'.
Syukran means thankful to God or even to people who help them. When there is
rain we do hear people scolding it for various reasons.
When we were kids we like to
play with rain. We sort of celebrate it. And when we went home our mothers
would be waiting with rotan. We got the rotan but that would not deter us
when the next downpour came. I remember well one day during the Koran class
when the rain came we stopped reading the verse. Instead we sang the famous
'Oh Bangau Oh Bangau' song. Our religious teacher came up with a rotan and
we jumped down to the ground thru the windows. The next day we each got the
canning.
In this modern world there still
exist the rain magician and those who can control rain cloud. Magicians were
called to call for rain by the rain dance and the magic chants. If
the draught continues people would move somewhere else for food and many
would die of starvation.
During the wedding day it has
been a tradition to throw the bride's shirt on the roof to call the rain
cloud to meve somewhere else or else some ulama would be requested to recite
a surah praying for the cloud to move away.
The continuation of draught
would group people to pray for the rain otherwise the earth will crack,
plants begins to die, people will be asked to ration water and government
began to make policies to bring water from states with water to the area of
water depletion.
Scientists and engineers
realized the importance of rain water storage and identified areas which
they called water catchment . Here forests are vital. Water catchment
areas are usually the hill tops and the mountains.
Mankind especially the greedy
businessmen and the idiotic politicians only want to clear as much forests
as they can for money. They called it for development and rhetorically
talked so much about progress. Lawyers and some law makers follow suit with
their ideas. So trees were cut. Water catchment area were attacked. People
were asked to seek water from rivers which were polluted.
Rain drops. It flows fast. It
carved holes and creates underground water channels where ever the rocks are
soft. Because of the lack of trees the rate of flows become rapid and it
causes flash flood. Rich people on hill top are happy because they are just
above the valley. The poor people have to suffer.
Rain is a blessing and a great
gift of God.
Today thanks God that we have drizzle. I only
realized about it when I went out. The ground was wet. It keeps the weather
down, a little cooling and only 28 C in the closed shack. Today I fear of
acid rain. It can make us sick and head ache. Mother used to ask us to take
a bath immediately after playing under the rain.
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MALAYSIAN HAMFEST
Hamfest and Hamvention has been
built into the Ham Radio tradition since a long time ago. It is an occasion of
hams getting together to eyeball, hear talks, buy and sell and have fun. One
of the basics is the business transactions of ham equipments. People can get
what they are looking for.
One of the greatest Hamfest is
the Indonesian fest though it is not blown out as much as the Dayton
festival. The Indonesian have more than mere sale and talks. They have the
cultural show , various interesting competition like the fox hunts, project
making, CW and a few others.
Now there are Malaysian hams who
want to have a hamfest. I say it is a good start and we have to start
somewhere. Good or bad, successful or not we have to do it. Unfortunately
criticism already begins even before it take off. True the planning is short
but it is part of the process and experience. The second one will learn much
from the first and will have much improvement for certain.
I foresee a little difficulty
but it must continue. Malaysian Hams and Radio Societies should give
support instead of sneering at the effort. But the launching committee
should have first consulted Radio Societies as a courtesy step. After all
the Hamvention at Dayton was not run by ARRL. ARRL participated in selling
tons of books.
After the Hamvention, it is
imperative for the committee members to do a post mortem and gather as much
criticism as possible to correct it in future. There should be someone in
charge of collecting comments and note any remark or suggestion heard in a
book for the three days. It is for the better.
I don't expect perfection at
all. I don't want the group launcher to regret or feel bad either. Take it
as a learning process. When it is successful there shall be no pomposity,
bragging and a show of a champion. Every success is due to public and member
support. The maxim 'If others can do, why can't I...' should be there.
There are thousand of hams in
and around Kuala Lumpur whom I think should go and support in anyway they
can. A visit is good enough.
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WHAT IS KL COMPARED TO AS
I have always feared driving in KL. I only know
the area around Bangsar and Damansara. Before I came I browse thru the
hotels around KL tower though I knew driving around the area is almost hell.
The hotel rate shown was reasonable but on pressing 'Check The Price' button
the total cost shown for a couple of nights is more than RM1500. I told my
wife about the price and you what her response was ? She OKed it like a
wealthy tycoon. In my mind was the Wisma Belia which would cost me about
RM160 for two nights. And I know the area quite well.
So at about 9.30 am we pushed off, driving at the
speed of 80 Km/H. At Jejantas Restaurant I pulled off to recheck the hotel.
I found Nikko would cost me RM800 for two nights. I asked my wife again. She
said OK again. But I forgot to note down where Nikko is. I programmed KLCC
in my GPS. From Retaurant Jejantas to Ampang the traffic was at ease. I was
quite puzzle thinking people are at work. But soon after I realized it was a
paid road.
What is KL compared to AS ? KL is a city of paid roads
for short cuts. Government like to privatized toll road instead of using the
Road Tax to provide service to the rakyat. I wish the people running Alor
Setar are human enough, not to be too greedy like the lions hunting the poor
deers. Profit...profit...profit.
On reaching the hotel I went to the reception asking
for the availability of room. "One thousand for two nights," the lady said.
I said in the Internet it shows lower price. "It's online price. You have to
book online." I rang up my son to book using his card. He was busy with his
work at that time. I decide to go to Wisma Belia. This was another problem
because I did not know how to go there. I decided not to use GPS but to
drive following 'as the wind blows'.
On the way I saw one hotel. We went in the hotel
parking. While my wife waited in the car I went to ask for the price. It was
more than RM500 per night. I f My mind went dirty. I stared to think it
expensive and went back to my car. I was charge RM6 for the entry which was
less than 4 minutes. My mind ran wild, start to blame the people in KL as
throat cutter and said to myself that the Kedahkian must discrimately charge
KL people differently for everything. Let buyers show their ID. Some states
in the UNited States gave special prices for the residence of the state. We
should do the same.
I start to recognize places and areas. I asked my wife
to be on the lookout for Jalan Tun Sambanthan. She saw it and alerted me.
Finally we arrived at Wisma Belia. I saw school a few hundred of school kids
there. I went to ask for the room. She said they have a double bed air
condition room for RM78 per night. I told them to hold on. When I went to
the car my wife informed me that my kid did the booking. I have to drive
back to Nikko. This time I knew my way. Still I seek the help of the GPS.
I have to pay RM400 deposit. Four Hundred Ringgit,
more than the Wisma Belia.
Then I was told the parking was RM8.00 a day, the
total of RM24 for the 3 days. I glanced thru the food price.
Lamb chop is cjeap, onlt RM72. I told my wife that I would want to go and
look for food. I asked the reception where Mamak stall was. He described the
way. I could not find it but on asking a Nepalese worker he told me there
was one on the third floor of the Ampang Park in front of the hotel. I had a
nice dinner of rice with a big Ikan Kembong. I bought back some Kentucky
stuffs for my wife. It was much more less than the seventy two ringgit lamb
chop.
What is KL as compared to AS ? KL is a place where
people can spend 72 ringgit for a lamb chop. AS people spend 72 ringgit for
3 weeks of home made cooking.
The room is nice. One staff was trying to make my wife
feel comfortable by providing facilities for make things easier for her to
take a bath. The services were really 5 Star. Tomorrow morning I will be
having a breakfast and will tell you how good or bad the food is.
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ASK......THINK...
I remember when I was a student that many teachers
reminded us to ASK when we don't understand. "Always ask." Kids like to ask
the parents the questions of "WHY....WHAT..."And as a parent try to give the
honest reply and the truth as you know. "Mummy, why birds fly ?" is not a
silly question. Many mothers would answer, "God makes the birds fly...."
"What is God mummy ?" These lines of questionings are not confined to kids.
"Malu berkayuh perahu hanyut, malu bertanya sesat
jalan..." Who said that ? My wife always said that to me when I just refuse
to ask people when I lost my way. I would say, "Let the GPS guided us." I
asked a teacher a question which many would feel shy or ashame to voice,
"What prayer people do after the normal periodical solat ?" And I know of
people who go and learn how to pray at the old age. I would cry with joy to
see such people.
But do not be disappointed when a person asked said he
does not know about it. Not everybody knows everything. People might not
know even a simple stuff. Then ask another person.
When I was in university Professor Khoo Kay Kim always
say, "THINK". He asked the student to think at least once a day. When we
hear a speech we have to think and analyzed as we hear it. Is it true or
false ? Is it sensible or not ? Is he consistence ? We think about the
repercussion if SPM or STPM is abolished and we have to think far and deep.
Calculating events and foresee the consequences is also thinking.
Thinking is involved in problem solving. It makes our
brain work and active. It also helps us from being cheated by people and
politicians. As far as politicians are concerned it will be very difficult
for us to stop some of them from robbing us because they can create law to
protect them. But at least we know the way they go about.
Scientists study the brain structure and provide us
with many information about the thinking process. They try to explain the
imaginary concept of the left and the right brain and equate them with the
left and the right hander. Please do read on what the left and right brain
think.
Wide knowledge helps us in better thinking. It opens
up a wider world. We see more relationships and able to adjust and filter
before coming to conclusions.
But thinking does not guarantee truth and facts. There
are things that we need to see, experiment and tested. We don't think
whether the knife is sharp or not. But we have to look at it and use it to
cut something. Logical flow with sensible sequences seem to bear some truth
yet we have to test and run it.
Subjectivity is much base on historical experiences,
the results of repetitive actions. Yet an unexpected outcome can happen.
Last but not least I would like to retract my
statement about the politicians; not all politicians are bad and robbing
people. A few rob a million and give away a few thousand. Some are honest
and fear God. Some talk much and marry several wives.
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KATAK BAWAH TEMPURUNG
Katak Bawah Tempurung means a
person with limited knowledge. He knows whatever is around him only. It is
an unfavorable connotation.
A person with little or limited
knowledge and with his worldview may not be a loser. I am a sort of such a
person. The Penan is East Malaysia is another. Is the more we know the
better ? To many the more they know the better. To a few other the less they
know the better.
A person having a steady income
may not read newspapers, do not watch TV nor mix with too many people. When
he does not know the happenings he has less problem. I don't know the
Ministers if I met with one. Of course I know Najib and the Deputy. I met
with one in a Mamak restaurant whom I felt I had seen him before. Only many
months later I realized that he was YB Johari Baharom from the local paper.
I went to Australia with another Minister and he talked so much on
Vocational School. I asked him whether he is an officer at the Technical
Division. He said NO. Only later when I came back I knew he is a Deputy
Education Minister Fuad Akashi.
The Penan did not worry about
the long traffic jam which would take hours to arrive the destination. He
did not worry about income tax, road tax, parking fees and PKR crosses to BN.
He only feel worry after seeing people coming in with bull dozers pushing
down trees and tear the land apart.
I really praise some people. My
late uncle who was a fisherman at Kuala Kedah would come to the city not
wearing shoes or sleepers because he never wore one at home. A Chinese man
with a short pant, a cheap sleeper and a singlet carries a gunny sack of
money to a bank. I saw an old Apek with as a singlet and a black short pen
being kotowed by a few ladies when he entered a traveling agency.
I observe some people who want
to go up fast and quickly when he just join a political party. Example of a
person who just join UMNO and did not know much about the philosophy and
struggle of the party ( which I called Katak Bawah Tempurung ) shoving the
people around him is the kind of Katak which is not suitable. A person with
a limited knowledge but wanting to be leaders and looking for popularities
are not suitable at all.
If I formed a Club I would set a
very strict rule for the membership requirement. The filter will be rigid.
We would not accept any Dick, Tom and Harry even base on recommendation. We
have to ensure the club has an excellent name and the members are well
informed. In this case we have to put the Katak Di Bawah Tempurung aside.
But human being always tend to
think that he is the best, the smartest and the cleverest. At time he would
exploit people to move up and then later causing problems to the people. I
am not an exception. When I encountered with people then I realized there
are million of others out there who are superior to me. Am I not Katak Bawah
Tempurung ?
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MORE CONFUSION ?
Terms like pulling the big switch which means closing
down the station, Clear ( Clearing from frequency ) are seldom used today by
the new hams. There are terms used which had never been used before by the
old hams. And the codes which are being used at the wrong place. Some
stations only mentioned a character to break in. The last is a very
irritating practice when he can use his full call sign to avoid being
repeated question of his identity.
The most recent I heard 'returning' to pass the
transmission to the others. Mistakes for new hams are common and they are
excusable. But a habit and later becoming a practice would be very painful
to the hearing.
One more basic of communication is not to be 'kelam
kabut' or hasty. When ever name or location is given, one need to speak
slowly and clearly, not pushing off like a jet plane. This is more important
when we go DXing because our slang might be difficult to understand. Even my
slow 'Alfa Romeo' was heard as 'Lima Romeo' on many occasions. That's the
reason why we have to replace the normal phonetics with the other like
'America' instead of 'Alfa'. Recently on two meter I heard an unknown
station broke in saying 'How do you get a 9M when your SOP is wrong'. In my
listening, the 9W2 was using the wrong word for sending the transmission
because he is a new ham. The other station, a new 9M, was not traced to
operate with a wrong SOP but he was 'hasty or kelam kabut' for lack of
communication on local HF band. If he were to have several communication
sessions say on 7.043 he might be able to learn many new tricks.
So far I remember coaching only a few stations on the
tricks and art of handling microphone because I knew they were willing to
learn. New stations which I think already know stuffs and may not like to
learn things will not be informed of the tricks.
New hams seem to learn from the Indonesians which the
old Indonesian hams do not agree too. Some Indonesian hams can count the
number one and two for almost the whole day. I have not used 'ganti berganti'
or 'over..over..' since the beginning because I did not encounter with one
before though I had had a few hundred or even thousand of contact with
Indonesia.
A long time ago borrowing Q-Codes for telephony did
not create problems because everyone knows the generic meanings. Today I am
trying to avoid using it so that I would not show examples to the new hams.
I only use them in CW. My hardest is to train myself ending the contact with
73 or QRT. Though I never used QRT to sign off, I still use 73. I have
stopped giving my station as QTH instead using Location. But many CW
stations heard even change QSL with CNF, name with OP.
QRX which has been used to say 'Hold On A Minute' is
taking the place of QRT, A long time ago we never use it during the signing
off. The generic meaning is 'I will call you again....' which needs the time
or days. Because we are not sure whether we can come on again tomorrow or
next week, we replace it using 'See you further down the log'.
I do at time meet new hams who insert their own
beliefs and philosophy. To these people I just bid them good luck and would
not want to tell them anything.
Some old hams say that it is all right for piracy and
wrong SOPs. But they never come on the band but only monitoring. They should
be talking to the new hams too. But prefer to only monitor and be on Yahoo
Messenger. Why they must be so ?
As I have said earlier fall back on IARU or MCMC
guideline. I would recommend IARU's guideline. When you download it from my
web page, please put it in yours.
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NEVER HEARD AN INDIAN
When
I was in Kuala Lumpur recently one 9W from Subang Jaya asked me, "Cik Rahman,
we have almost 90% of Malay hams, a few Chinese and where are the Indians ?
Are there any Indian ?" It was in interesting question. Before that I asked
a lady ham whether she knew 9M2SZ or 9M2SS, she said NO.
When I was a SWL I knew almost
every active ham in the country. When I got a ticket and went on DX band I
was asked to convey my best regard to 9M2DW, 9M2SS, 9M2FK, 9M2AV and many
others. I would be able to tell them who had gone silent key. I remember a
story about a man who created an atom bomb who went to visit the site again
after long retired and chased away for being near a secret location like a
9W2 who shouted at 9M2RS or 9M2SS.
There are Indian hams around,
good and very knowledgeable. 9M2PV is one and still active both on 2 meter
and 80 meter band. He is our walking dictionary on radio stuffs. Asked him
anything and he will explain to the nearest pico and micro second. 9M2DY is
a great man in home brewing antenna, rigs and repair ham equipments. 9M2ZD
is a DIY man also expert in antenna technology. Two others are expert in
Morse codes. 9W2NB is a doctor, busy with his work. Dr Bala found it was
disturbing for some people who hid themselves when passing remarks on ham
band.
As for the Chinese hams the
number is not small either. But many choose to listen and monitor the band.
One or two probably gave up after listening to the new standard of SOP and
some discouraged comments on language used. The most active is 9M2HC.
That man who asked me question
expressed his problem to learn Morse. I told him the 9W2s are against Morse
and why should he learn it. He said he wants to know CW at whatever outcome.
Then I narrated to him how I learn it even before passing RAE, and guided
him to download Morse trainer.
I did not point out to him the
need to be a SWL because it would be a very long story and would involve the
authority too, and all other funny staffs that our country can do. It would
also involve our morality which would be connected to other political
happenings as seen bad by the foreign countries. The Malaysia Boleh slogan
has been applied to everything else.
At least Thailand has more
control and tightened it. No UHF is allowed. 2 meter band has limitation.
Probably because it has traced the misused and the abuse when freedom was
given. Not here yet.
If Malaysian hams living in
Kuala Lumpur do not know 9M2RS saying that it is not in the RAE then what do
we expect ? 9M2RS and 9M2ZA finalized the license B ticket after several
years of fighting.
The issue of SWLs and SWLings as
a mean to eradicate ignorance is not something simple and can be solved
within a few sessions of discussions. It has to discuss the availability of
receivers for HF and VHF, the constructions or purchase of them, the
ownership of equipments carried by non-licensees and the enforcement of
regulations. It would be awkward to make laws without any enforcement.
We can already seen a few
results of the MCMC's policy today which will accumulate if it allows
political behavior and it being politicized.
Those little questions on the
Indian hams, and those quick answer of not knowing 9M2SS actually an image
of the result of the policy. It is small and little but it is something
serious. I see the future of ham radio in those and even in a simple
statement like "I don't even go on 28 meter...".
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